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Lost My Body

by Paging Doctor Moon

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1.
Lost My Body 03:47
Don’t know why i have to call you Underwater trying to breathe in If life could be kind maybe we could rewind And come back up for air But I am fully drowning in our sin Things won’t change if we stay the same And yet I remain Lost my body It’s floating in space I can’t find my place Oh my lady oh my lord Am I an addict Dug your way down through my flesh and bone It’s never the end know I’ll see you again I need you down to my soul Yours the kind of love that burns so slow Things won’t change if we stay the same And yet I remain Lost my body It’s floating in space I can’t find my place Throw your words With the precision of a knife Spill my blood But the delivery was kind Lose myself Oh just the way you like Here I am Here I stand Taking back my life And yet I remain Lost my body It’s floating in space I can’t find my place Oh you know I have to leave soon Have to learn to make myself a home It’s never the end No I’ll see you again I need you down to my soul But now I have to let you go Now I have to let you go
2.
What would you say if I told you I told you Exactly how I was I was feeling What would you What would you say if I told you I told you Exactly how I was I was feeling What would you say A heart is not stone But one can grow harder with every passing blow I’m holding mine close Use me But you’re filling me up I’m trying not to fall in love It’s never enough What would you say What would you do Do I even have the space for you Are we wasting our time Is it artificial Is there plastic in your smile Or should I fall What would you What would you say if I told you I told you Exactly how I was I was feeling What would you What would you say if I told you I told you Exactly how I was I was feeling You’re a room with a view You’re putting a spell on me The feeling’s new It’s not what I’m used to Use me but you take it slow I’m trying to learn what I don’t know Like what would you say What would you do Do I even have the space for you Are we wasting our time Is it artificial Is there plastic in your smile Or should I fall What would you What would you say if I told you I told you Exactly how I was I was feeling What would you What would you say if I told you I told you Exactly what I was I was feeling What would you say
3.
White Knight 03:27
I don’t want you to try and save me I can do it by myself Don’t need no white knight No I won’t be your lady You wanna keep me on a shelf Do you really want somebody That needs a hand to hold Do you really want somebody That hates to be alone We have to save ourselves The work can’t come from someone else We have to save ourselves We have to save ourselves The work can’t come from someone else We have to save ourselves I’m an empress I’m a woman I’m a witch that runs with wolves You wanna claim me Wanna drain my power But I know better now I’m not a fool I don’t really want somebody That thinks I should behave I don’t really want somebody That doesn’t think I’m brave We have to save ourselves The work can’t come from someone else We have to save ourselves We have to save ourselves The work can’t come from someone else We have to save ourselves I don’t want you to try and save me Want you to meet me where I am Don’t need no white knight Because I’m not a lady I’m way too wild for your kind of man We have to save ourselves The work can’t come from someone else We have to save ourselves We have to save ourselves The work can’t come from someone else We have to save ourselves
4.
There you were again Like you were again Impostering a human A semi conscious you Leaves me quite amiss You don’t know how you scare me Or how I want your lips Why do you want to spend your time with me Are you just bored and lonely I thought I started getting over you I hadn’t even tried I can’t break the spell you have on me Please get out of my life Cause now there’s nothing left Your handprints off my neck I try to see the best in you But i cannot forget You drive me so insane Wish I knew your brain Wish I could feel the innocence From back when we met Why do you want to spend your time with me How could you throw me away so easily I thought I started getting over you I hadn’t even tried I can’t break the spell you have on me Please get out of my life You keep on disappearing And showing up again You want it to be easy I keep on giving in I’m building up my walls now There’s nothing left to tell You don’t care if you hurt me I have to save myself Again I thought I started getting over you I hadn’t even tried I can’t break the spell you have on me Please get out of my life
5.
The storm is coming There will be hell to pay I wanna feel some shame I just wanna cry today You make me feel so bad You only call me Just cause you’re feeling low You wanna pull me close Dress me in your dirty clothes You make me feel so bad You make me feel so You make me feel so Why do I want you after all this time Why do I keep on falling for the ways you lie I should know better, know to draw a line Now that you’ve learned a thousand ways that you can make me cry This repetition Is such a nasty game I keep on getting played Sleeping in the mess I made You make me feel so bad Whisper sweet nothings Say what I want to hear Make your intentions clear When you up and disappear You make me feel so bad You make me feel so You make me feel so Why do I want you after all this time Why do I keep on falling for the ways you lie I should know better, know to draw a line Now that you’ve learned a thousand ways that you can make me cry I know what you want from me I could give you the sweetest thing But I’d rather be lonely I’d rather be lonely I know what you want from me I could give you the sweetest thing But I’d rather be lonely I’d much rather be I’d rather be
6.
The moon snuck through your window To hold you in it’s light So tell me why you’re crying all the time Little armored one He said, “you’re lying I can see it in your eyes” Guess I’m just lonely tonight Guess I’m just lonely tonight I can’t tell when I am safe I make a lot of mistakes I just wish that I felt great all alone in my head I give too much to those that take Claim that I can’t feel heartbreak Half the time my strength is fake You caught me playing pretend Tears come without warning They fall straight from the sky No, I cannot control the rising tide Little armored one Why can’t you soften Straighten out your spine Know you have nothing to hide No no no no No No no no no no no no no no No I can’t tell when I am safe I make a lot of mistakes I just wish that I felt great all alone in my head I give too much to those that take Claim that I can’t feel heartbreak Half the time my strength is fake You caught me playing pretend
7.
Forget 03:09
I don’t feel your chill When the wind blows anymore Maybe I’ll forget your face Maybe I’ll forget a thousand of the ways You’ve buried me Maybe it’s done A circle never ends Maybe I’ve been wrong I’ve been stuck believing Things will never change I can’t control the colors They stay the same But if I can learn to become whole Then I might live today I’ve bent and I have broken Now I’m building You are passing through me But somehow I don’t feel empty I never thought I’d see the day But home has become an unfamiliar place Keep moving The hard part is done I’m only looking back To see how far I’ve come I don’t feel your chill anymore I forgot the size of your nose I thought you’d be with me forever Funny that’s the way it goes Believing things will never change I can’t control the colors They stay the same But if I can learn to become whole Then I might live today I’ve bent and I have broken Now I’m building
8.
A lover so sweet Could never be meant for me You only attract what you put out Guess I’m just used to being broken Guess I just don’t wanna change So much to tell you that I wouldn’t say But just one minute of your time I wish I could occupy Just one moment you and I But I was too scared And you were blind I flew towards the sun I tried to love someone that can’t be loved Let someone use me up They chewed me up and spit me out Now she’s the one you choose every day So much to tell you that I wouldn’t say But just one minute of your time I wish I could occupy Just one moment you and I But I was too scared And you were blind You knelt by my bed We played with sounds Leaving the rest unsaid Your hand touched my waist But I turned away I didn’t know how to ask you to stay Just one minute of your time I wish I could occupy Just one moment you and I But I was too scared And you were blind
9.
Haunted 04:39
Your mouth in the morning tastes like cigarettes It’s a little bit unnerving but it’s still the best And I am haunted You’re all I ever wanted This bed feels the same as any other day The bumps on my skin show not much has changed But time is passing No love is everlasting Said I didn’t wanna hold you but I lied When you took your hand away, I cried I don’t wanna let you waste my time again Where you go I don’t know Where did you go I don’t know We’re not on the same page; you’re far too unaware You look at me with your bleak barren stare And I am haunted I drool over every word you say You look at me the exact same way I think I’m changing but not much has changed Where you go I don’t know Where did you go I don’t know Where you go I don’t know Where did you go I don’t know Said I didn’t wanna hold you but I lied When you took your hand away, I cried I don’t wanna let you waste my time again Said I didn’t wanna hold you but I lied When you took your hand away, I cried I don’t wanna let you waste my time again Said I didn’t wanna hold you but I lied When you took your hand away, I cried I don’t wanna let you waste my time again Where you go I don’t know Where did you go I don’t know Where you go I don’t know Where did you go I don’t know Where you go I don’t know Where did you go I don’t know Said I didn’t wanna hold you but I lied When you took your hand away, I cried I don’t wanna let you waste my time

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The nine track album is a vulnerable and powerful exploration of destructive love and healing through the soulful, powerful vocals and lyrics of Kirsten Heibert. Heibert takes us through the vicissitudes of relationships through her layered vocal expression, ranging from soft moments of heartbreak to soulful moments of release and everything in between.

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released March 5, 2021

Vocals/Songwriting - Kirsten Heibert
Guitar - Michael Bunin
Drums - Morgan Karabel
Guitar/Keys/Bass/Producer/Mixing/Mastering Engineer - Julian Giaimo

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Paging Doctor Moon Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

Indie band from Pittsburgh with an alternative soul and sound.

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